Awakening

I have long been wanting to express my feelings concerning recent events in my life.

Firs, my job.

Thank God i made the right decision a few months back. I could not imangine how i can cope with the financial needs of my family had i stayed with my former employer. Though it pays just right, it is not enough for my needs. The only thing that comforts me is that it supported me for the last 27 years. I never regret it. But sometimes when i see my comrades and peers in a better ecoonomic sitaution i cannot but envy them. Anyway i am now eher i should be. Or are there better?